I have not been in for a while to my studio. I haven’t settled in. I was OK for a while, but I cocoon myself at home. I wish I could relax and fit in better there.
I find myself going out to other places drawing or painting. But I’m not knuckling down to work. I hope I can break the spell and get on with things. I seem to be half enthusiastic and half despondent. It’s maddening.
I have other reasons that I’m struggling with, but I’m not going into details. Just added frustrations that make things difficult.
Does anyone else feel like this!? Or is it just me….. I have ideas but don’t act on them. People must get really fed up with me being so lacadazical.
Then of course there is the attraction of places like this…am I noise in an empty container? Well I will put this down and try and break free…for a while…