The Sun sets earlier every day now, by 9pm it is dark, the summer sun falls below the horizon, dropping down and bringing shadows.
My head nods with weariness, barely able to keep my eyes open. I long for sleep, ready to rest my weary limbs beneath cool sheets, but sleep sneaks away sometimes, I’m hazy with it one minute then alert and awake the next jerking back into the world with a jump, taken out of sleep by a noise or a pain.
So yes, I do need sleep, but it tends to grab hold of me in the daytime. When I’m not expecting it I fall asleep. Listening to the radio or watching tv. In a meeting. Thankfully never when I am driving. But I could almost fall asleep in a queue in a shop, tonight I was nodding at choir practice… but now at well after midnight, nothing, no sleep.
Sleep is the soft rest that gently rocks your body into dreams,
Sleep is the midnight air coursing through your veins,
Sleep is looking at your partner as he slumbers,
Sleep hides ills and heals woes,
Sleep shapes wakefulness, giving rest to the weary.
I want sleep in my eyes, sleep in my mind.
I want to be drousy, dreaming of soft down pillows.
I need rest, from fears, from worries.
Give me sleep, now.